My website, my social media and also myself had been in silence for months. I have been pretty down in the deepest valleys of myself. You know… Something like when you deeply feel the impermanence of all the things around you. And all the things you do, feels aimless an useless.
When you have so enough of everything you feel like the only thing you can do is to sit in zazen, but even siting in meditation is total suffering.
In this state of mind you are not inspired at all, you can’t create.
Still now I have no idea where I am heading. No future, no plans. Photography? Who knows… Maybe...
The only thing I can do is to sit.