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Rise

As I see, I haven't written anything for almost half a year. No wonder why - I hit rock bottom in many aspects of my life, and now it's time to rise again - a new year with new ways.

As I am getting better from the inside, the outside grows with it. 

I finally made up my mind and I changed to large format photography. It feels like I have entered  into the ultimate of photography! 
Changing to large format brought me luck. Some other Hungarian photographers, craftsmen and inventors decided to sponsor me with their creations. So, I teamed up with VDS camera and Uniqball brands and the creators behind them. 

VDS cameras are made by Sándor Vadász photographer and craftsman. He uses american black walnut tree, mahogany, rosewood and silver anodised aluminium components for his large format cameras. Beside the usual 4x5, 5x7 and 8x10 sizes he also build custom-sized cameras too. 

VDS cameras are made by Sándor Vadász photographer and craftsman. He uses american black walnut tree, mahogany, rosewood and silver anodised aluminium components for his large format cameras. Beside the usual 4x5, 5x7 and 8x10 sizes he also build custom-sized cameras too. 

Uniqball was invented by Balázs Kármán and László Novák, two well known Hungarian photographers. Uniqball is a revolutionary new type of ball head, combining all the attributes of a traditional ball head, a gimbal head, a pan & tilt head and a fluid head. It truly lives up for it's name.  It also won TIPA's "Best Accessory Award" in 2015.

Uniqball was invented by Balázs Kármán and László Novák, two well known Hungarian photographers. Uniqball is a revolutionary new type of ball head, combining all the attributes of a traditional ball head, a gimbal head, a pan & tilt head and a fluid head. It truly lives up for it's name. 
It also won TIPA's "Best Accessory Award" in 2015.

I am really proud that I was trusted to use these tools on my photographic journey. You will hear and see more about them on my next travels. 

Zero inspiration

My website, my social media and also myself had been in silence for months. I have been pretty down in the deepest valleys of myself. You know… Something like when you deeply feel the impermanence of all the things around you. And all the things you do, feels aimless an useless. 

When you have so enough of everything you feel like the only thing you can do is to sit in zazen, but even siting in meditation is total suffering.

In this state of mind you are not inspired at all, you can’t create. 
Still now I have no idea where I am heading. No future, no plans. Photography? Who knows… Maybe...

The only thing I can do is to sit.

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News

 

I haven't been here for a while. I was so busy recently. Finally my dream comes true, and I become a photography tour guide. I will guide tours all over the world. :) It's only in Hungarian yet, but soon I will upload everything here also in english. Meanwhile I got some new toys. These Instax cameras are really fun. By the end of the month I will do some more serious photography project, and I will visit Scotland for a few weeks. Stay tuned! 

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Personal (r)evolutions in photography

 

Lets' celebrate my new website with an overview of my photographic journey. From the beginning until now. 

2015

In the same time I also wanted to shoot highest possible quality. But I never had the money for a medium format back, so I stayed with film. I also feel like its a more poetic medium. This is the current state. On this website you can see my recent works.

However I always try to keep in mind the only constant thing in the world, is actually change. So who knows what is next. In me, in my photography. I am waiting curiously.